"Guernica"

Written By: Mookie

Disclaimer: I don't really need to be Captain Obvious here, do I? No ownership, no money being made. Written for fun, not profit.

Warnings: spoilers, art references, opinionated first person POV

Category: Art of War/1000 points - Wild card

Word count: 1,063


"Guernica"


A long time ago there lived a man named Pablo Picasso. Even today the man is remembered for his influence on art through his blue and rose periods, his portrayal of politics and war, and his embracing of the world he lived in and turning it inside out. He once said every child was an artist, but the problem was how to remain an artist once that child grew up.

It was never a problem for Picasso. He worked in traditional artistic mediums, creating works of art both two and three dimensional, all of which showed the man in a way that meeting him never would. What he chose to show in his art created the perception of the artist remembered after his death.

Most people hope that at least one of their actions will be remembered long after they’ve departed the mortal plane. They may not want to cure disease or bring peace to the world, but they hope that in some small way they’ve made a difference.
When it’s a child not only hoping to do that but accomplishing it, you can’t help being filled with admiration, but at the same time part of you must mourn the loss of a childhood they never knew.

He couldn’t have been more than seven or eight when I found him. He carried himself like an adult even then. His eyes met mine not with the honest curiosity of a child but that of a man who had seen far more than he should have. Does that mean he wasn’t curious? Of course not. Curiosity is what pushes humanity to create, to improve. To better future generations based on questions that don’t have answers.

No man alive dies without questioning his existence, and no soldier goes into battle without questioning his willingness to die and sometimes even his willingness to live.

No soldier survives without scars.

Not so long ago there lived a man, some would argue a great man, who was assassinated for daring to not only desire peace, but to fight for it. Ironic that a pacifist must fight for peace, but his weapons were words and the example he led.

The pen may be mightier than the sword but it was a bullet that killed him.

His namesake was a boy who desired peace no less but who recognized the high cost such a goal carried.

I mentioned that he’d never had a childhood and yet I call him a boy. They all were. My colleagues and I knew the risks of recruiting pilots so young. Some of the greatest leaders who ever lived were willing to put everything on the line, and while none of us considered ourselves in the same league, we had our own loyalties.

Mine was first to the greater good, but I found myself reluctantly forming one to the boy I later named Heero Yuy.

He spoke little about his past, concerned more about the future, but I would not have approached him if I’d not done my research. He was not a typical assassin. He did not kill without regret or reason. He was not so jaded that he was incapable of faith and that is the difference between a good soldier and a great warrior.

Heero Yuy believed that his actions would bring peace, but at great cost. I would like to think he knew the cost to himself would be more than broken bones and lacerations, that he put his soul on the line each time he climbed into that cockpit or picked up a gun. I’m sure he considered himself damned even before I called him into the alley that day.

He hesitated. He made mistakes. He let people live that he should have killed for the sake of the mission. He sacrificed his own life to save the colonies.

And Heero Yuy made more mistakes even as he learned from the previous ones. If that doesn’t make this young boy human, I don’t know what does.

There was a young girl that followed him around for a while, as reckless as the pilots and as determined to do the right thing.

When I told her that Heero was a kind boy, she was not surprised, but it wasn’t because she was still living that she thought so.
She’d seen it, too. I think the other pilots eventually came around, one by one. I think they saw in Heero’s rash actions the very things they struggled to face as they looked in the mirror. His near death didn’t make them dwell on their own mortality but made them look much more carefully at their own motives. Why else would S’s boy pick up his body and carry it away?

The day Heero took it upon himself to self-detonate to save the colonies I realized my interest in him was far beyond that of a mentor. I knew he would do what he thought was right. I am ashamed to admit I knew it was a possibility but I had faith in Heero.

I am selfishly glad I had no time to dwell on Heero’s fate that day, because his death meant I’d suffered a loss that had nothing to do with a pilot with superior strength and training. No matter what Dekim Barton wanted, he’d been unable to squash the boy’s humanity.

As I said, the difference between a good soldier and a great warrior.

Pablo Picasso created political controversy when he painted Guernica. The stark contrast from the lack of color were inspired by black and white photographs showing the aftermath of a war that was still going on. With a paintbrush Picasso showed a no-holds-barred view. He was a child who retained his ability to be an artist as he grew up.

War is always ugly. It will always leave scars. Picasso was an artist but also a man, and it's this old man's opinion he was an artist because part of that man remained a little boy.

The boy who piloted the Wing Gundam didn’t use a paintbrush, he used a buster rifle. He saw the same ugliness of war and with his hands and the tools at his disposal, he tried to paint a better world.

There is a difference between a good soldier and a great warrior.

A great warrior is a man who grew up and remained an artist.

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